That's the problem. That I am so fucking middle average. And I suffer. But probably my suffering is average.
My life is average. My height is average, my weight is average ,my iq is average ,my dancing is average even this post is average.
I wanna be good at something. I don't wanna be average anymore ,I wanna be perfect. And perfectness will bring happiness eventually.
I wanna get unstuck from the average shit.
No more bullshit. Fasting for at least 48hours. And then we'll see.