What did I win?
I could not sleep at night ,I was freezing
,and vomited liquids of my stomach.
And after 34 hours fasting
I broke it to eat.
After that ,I know it would be stupid to still want to continue this
,but I want to. The "other me" is shouting
JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTH
and don't eat again.
I have to stop eating.
I have to.