July 3, 2011

What the situation is like?

i can't know for sure.
my dad cheated on my mom ,I know that.
i am sure my mam still loves him ,but i think he hates her.
he is such an asshole and i hate him. he is really crazy ,i think he needs a doctor.
he is psycho and he is not going to leave the house any soon. we are going to get in deep shit ,with lawyers ,courts and money.
no money. when they finally get a divorce ,if he doesn't give us the money he should ,then we will have to leave like cave-men.
i want him out of my house. i don't want to see him at weekends ,i don't want to talk to him ,i don't even want his surname.
i was binging / purging and he was fucking his girlfriend. yeah ,life is so fair.
i wish he dies ,but i guess he won't.
as we say in greek ,bad dogs never die -.-
i don't know why the fuck he behaves like that. he thinks that now ,he has grown up? he thinks he is independent? he thinks we used him all these years? i don't know and i don't want to know. i want him to go to hell.
i don't know why i am so mad at him. maybe because he was so fake. the last person i expected to have a girlfriend. he is not the one i thought he was. last days ,what he shows ,is another person. maybe he has gone crazy. maybe he was kidnapped by aliens and aliens have brought someone else to replace him.
Gosh ,i am going paranoid ,too.
Maybe he is spying on us. Well ,if you read this ,dad, go FUCK YOURSELF.
Oh ,no ,this was not a wish you cunt.
I HOPE YOU DIE PAINFULLY AND THEN GO TO HELL AND FEEL WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE BETRAYED WHEN YOU ARE SOMEONE LIKE ME FROM SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
thanks ,I will never trust anyone again. 

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